Hello Friends,
In this section of the blog I’m going to share some of the signs I’ve received from my son and talk about some interesting books I’ve read about what happens when we die.
Mother’s Day of 2016 was a tough day. Since my son had passed away in January of 2016, this was my first Mother’s Day without him. He was my only child. Adding to my grief was the fact that my son’s birthday was just days before Mother’s Day. It was another difficult “first” I had to get through.
I had agreed to go out with my mom and dad, although I was dreading it, because I was sure I’d see lots of moms and kids and that was going to be hard.
We went to a fancy steakhouse (Blackstone’s) for dinner. It is a traditional steakhouse, dark, with a huge dining room and a small dining area off to the side, apart from the main dining room. Instead of being led into the main dining room, we were brought to the smaller area, where I was greeted with this sight:
I should first explain that rainbows had become a sign from my son. The day after his death I was at our favorite pizza place, missing him terribly. As I was leaving a saw this:
I have never seen a more perfect rainbow! I felt it was a sign from my son, and I would receive many more, which I will share is future posts.
So, as soon as we entered the restaurant, I was greeted with rainbows! Again, they were absolutely perfect, showing every color in the spectrum.
The above shot is a close-up of the chair in the restaurant with the rainbow on it.
Seeing this was amazing. I could no longer say that the signs were wishful thinking, because I knew that my son would have tried to comfort me on that difficult day. Although it made me happy, I think it scared me more. That’s because the realization that my son was somehow communicating with me freaked me out a little. It really turned my belief system about death upside-down and I didn’t know what to think. I wanted to understand how this could happen. Where was he? How was this being done?
As a result of this and other experiences, I began reading books about life after death, in an effort to understand what was going on and driven by a desire to try to communicate with my son in a more detailed way.